A warning, this post is mostly to get the ideas and concerns out of my head. A few weeks ago, I received a phone call from a bishop of a BYU student ward who wanted to meet with Steve and me. We met with him, he asked a little about us and that was really all. Well this morning Steve was called as a counselor in the Bishopric. And, although it isn't my 'calling' to go to the student ward, it was highly encouraged that I attend with Steve each week. It is sort of confusing because I will still pay tithing, go visiting teaching and have my records in the family ward, but just attend the singles ward. In a way, at least at this point, it seems like I am just going to be in limbo...neither here nor there.
My thoughts are sort of scattered on the subject. I feel bad for Tyler, he will now be the only child in nursery (the toys being supplied by us.) I'm sad because he won't see his friends anymore. He loves nursery and singing with other kids.I'm really trying to see the positive in this, so I guess it will be good because he will now get individual 'tutoring' in the gospel. But looking at the glass as 'half empty' there isn't a mother's lounge or changing area for babies in the meeting house. Hmmmm. Having a new baby in this ward should be, well, interesting.
I am also very sad to be leaving my calling in the Young Women's. I just love their enthusiasm and desire to do what is right. I love when they would come up to me and tell me how they did on a test they were worried about. On the flip side, this ward is full of single sisters seeking to do what is right. Not a bad atmosphere to be submerged in! However, it does feel sort of isolating to be going from a family ward with other mothers I can relate to and chat with, to a ward of single young girls who think all kids are cute and don't understand the challenging aspect of motherhood yet.
The funny thing about all of this is that the actual duties and time of Steve's new calling don't worry me at all. He's gone all the time anyway with school and work, so I'm used to that. I have the faith that this is right. I don't doubt that even a little. I also know that things will work out, but I just wish I had a crystal ball to see
how they do. The coming months of Steve's classes, him being an editor of a law journal, being in the bishopric, and us having a new baby will bring some stresses and obstacles. As is the case with all challenges and callings, I know the Lord will bless us on this new adventure.
So there you have it. If you stuck it out...points for you!